It was harder than I thought saying goodbye.
J was still asleep so Tommy didn't wake him up which broke my heart even more that he didn't get to see his Daddy before he left.
I have had 5 breakdowns so far.
But now I think I'm just tired and ready for him to arrive at his hotel tonight.
Hopefully today was the hardest out of the many to come.
But on a good note ;)
I finally have 20 lovely followers!!!
Thank you everyone for your support!
How long is his deployment for? He's air force right so that is usually like 6-7 months, I think... maybe I'm wrong?
ReplyDeleteWhen my husband left (222 days ago...) I walked around the house in a daze. I was a complete mess for the first 2 days. I even went so far as to smell his shirt because I missed his scent. Then after two days I put away the ice cream, picked myself up, and realized that crying wouldn't change anything and I just had to suck it up. I know it's hard... ugh, I remember those first two days like it was yesterday. But as you know it gets easier. Just hang in there :)