4 years already?

Well June 30th would have been our 4 year anniversary.

My friends were amazing and lifted my spirits all day long and kept me busy!

People ask "Do you feel like you wasted the past 4 years of your life?"

No, I don't.

I have a beautiful son who means the world to me and I learned so much in the good and bad experiences that came with that marriage.

I have started a new journey and looked at things differently.

Now, instead of it being "well, it would have been 4 years" I'm saying "Wow, it's been 4 years since I got to see these wonderful friends of mine, since I got to focus on me, since I got to really spend time with my family!"

I'm trying to stay positive every step of the way and yes, we have hit a few bumps along the way the past 2 months but were hanging in there!

If y'all pray I'm asking you keep J and I in your prayers for a whole week!

J goes to stay with his Daddy and his family till Monday and at first it was a good thing. I want him to know his daddy and to see him as much as possible seeing were in different states. But unfortunately this is no longer a happy time. His dad has made the decision to no longer follow God, drink, party, curse, see certain females that I won't go into detail about for the sake of their husbands, yeah...you heard me correctly lol. Not a good situation at all.

I'm nervous and disgusted that I have to leave him with him.

Good thing is I will be literally right down the street.

I don't know how J will take to his daddy after 2 months but I'm crossing my fingers things go smoothly.

But one thing I know for sure...his daddy needs my prayers and yours that he gets his life straight soon.

Now on another note: my weight hasn't changed too much because I got sick :/

I did just start on the 30 day jump start book with the biggest loser!!!

Well, kind of haha.

I started the excercises but will start the diet once I return from vacation on Monday.

If you can get this book I suggest it!!!!

I will let you know every week how the process is going!

Alot of...stuff

Hello everyone!!

So I am giving away an item on a friend's blog for her blogaverssary!!!

You can head on over HERE and enter to win the item!!

She is a great blogger!

Now, I have been going through alot the past 3 weeks.

I have yet to just sit down and cry about it all, but I know it's coming really soon.

I will not get personal about what's going on but your prayers are very much welcomed.

God is going to be teaching me alot the next few months and I'm going to have to lean on him and trust him every step of the way.

My friends and family have been amazing through this, and it's bringing us all closer. Weird how bad situations can do that hahaha. But oh well, I will take it!

On top of all of this...next week I will be looking for a J.O.B.....yuppp I said it.

That nasty J word lol. Scares me, but I'm slightly excited about making my own money instead of relying on the husband for the income.

100th Post..

So, your probably wondering where I have been for awhile?!

Normally on 100th post people do something big, therefore on my NEXT post I will do a giveaway!!! I promise!!!

This post is going to be a little more about just asking for prayers!

We have been going through ALOT this past week and I haven't had time or motivation to write on here.

So if you believe in praying, we would love if you could pray that God would lead us in the right direction with what has come our way.

Thank you!

Hope everyone had a wonderful Spring Break or is having a great one this week!!!