My Journey To Being Happy Again

Monday, January 23, 2012

I'm Lovin' It!

I have officially completed a full week of Dental Asst School and I absolutely LOVE it!
We had an exam over Math Fundamentals on the 2nd day and I made a 96!
Tomorrow we have a quiz over Microbiology and I plan on making a solid 100 for that lol.
I used to hate note taking and preparing for test but I'm actually enjoying it!
I will say, it's different having to wake up at 6 in the morning and only going to school through Thursday but I'm sure I will get used to it soon!
Besides school I have had an extremely emotional week.
J's separation anxiety has been REALLY bad this week and it's very draining. I have spent alot of time crying, praying, and trying to make him happy.
He has seen a therapist and goes back again this Friday. I'm hoping to get him into a play therapy group and something that's more often than every 2 weeks because it's not getting better.
I never thought my Son would experience such a painful, sad problem like this anxiety.
I hurt for him. I blame myself sometimes for not getting out of the marriage before he could understand what was happening. I also realize though that God has better plans for us and this is only temporary. He won't give me more than I can handle. So for now I have to take a deep breath, thank him for what he's done for us so far, show my son unconditional love through the pain, and have patience for the calming of the storm!

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