Tomorrow is the day.
The day that I start counting.
The day we all shed tears.
The day I have to prove to myself that I can make it through this.
The first day J won't get to see his Daddy
And the day where my husband is miles and miles away.
My plan
To keep my son a busy body so that I will have to be also.
Maybe get a part time job when I go back to Texas.
Get my Partylite business running like crazy!
Focus my life on God!!!!
Join my parents church choir while I'm there (I miss singing)
And have a SMOKIN HOT body when he returns.
Yes, I want to be a hot mom haha ;)
And do my best to make sure J remembers his Daddy when he returns!
I can do this!
Oh honey, I hurt for you. That day sucks and the days that follow are not much better.
ReplyDeleteI always tell people take a week to wallow then get up and get going.
Be careful not to overextend yourself to keep busy. I did that last deployment and was exhausted which stressed me out more.
Take care of yourself and your boy. I hope the next several months fly by for all of you.
I'm thinking of you huni, you can do this!
ReplyDeleteThinking of you. It is really hard, but I know that through this you can also grow closer as a couple and family! You can do this. I have faith in you. Lots of hugs!
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