Day 57 (nervous)

Well the day has come.

I have been scheduled for surgery and the nerves are running.

I already posted why I'm so scared so I won't say anything more lol.

Today I found out I will have 4 little scars (just to add to my birthmarks from J) haha

and I can't work out for 2 weeks...

even then can't do anything except treadmill until 4 weeks has passed.

Alot of people have said..

oh my gosh it's a common procedure nothing can go wrong your perfectly fine chill....

but everyone is different.

Surgery's can always go wrong...and being put to sleep can too.

I want to be positive for this whole thing but my nerves aren't allowing me too lol.

So prayers are very much appreciated.

I'm going to take pics of J in his halloween costume thurday and post them just in case I'm not up for it on halloween. I also have pics to post from the corn maze we went to on Saturday!! Sooo much fun! If you haven't been to one go to http://www.themaize.com/ and look for one in your area!